if we mutually follow each other but don’t talk there’s a one hundred percent chance i want to be friends but don’t know how to talk to you
After a day of travel I finally got to Seattle, I got off from the train carefully and looking everywhere with amusement. I’ve always planned to visit Seattle not like this but I was in one of my favorite city ever.
I turned to see a boy with sunglasses and a messy hair, he was standing right next to the gate that divided the station.
- Are you hiding from someone?
- Just from every girl in here.
- Oh I forgot that you’re a super star
- You wish to be like me…
- As if!!!
- I like you- he smiled at me- let’s go!
Harry took me to a gorgeous apartment on the north of Seattle everything there was really fancy and looked really expensive.
- Wow! Is great in here…
- Perks of being a super star!
We spent that night ordering and eating every kind of food, we watched a lot of movies. I wouldn’t mind spent the rest of my pregnancy this way.
- So you’re going to call her Anastasia?
- Yes, don’t you think is a pretty name?
- Far more than that.
- I know I’ve always loved it.
- May I take her, once she’s with us, to do some bungee jumping with me?
- Hell no, you’ll kill her!
- I will never hurt a girl, and I wouldn’t have the nerves to do it if she has gorgeous eyes as yours.
- Thanks, but I really think she’s going to have the eyes of her father.
- You really love him
- Used to
- Hey I’m not a liar!
- Oh come on ale, I can tell that you are really hurt but why don’t you talk to him? You can do it by phone and you can tell him about Annie and how you really feel about everything.
- I RAN AWAY FROM HIM! And now I’m supposed to call him?! You, Mr. Styles are crazy!
- Calm down ale- he said as he put his hands on my shoulders- you wouldn’t want something wrong happens to your baby right?
- You’re right, sorry Annie…
- Wait- now he was on his knees talking to my belly- Hi princess Annie this is uncle Harry, from now and on I’ll be here for you and I’ll take care of you and your mommy and when you grow up we can get married, I don’t care that uncle Zayn wants to get you first but if it happens I’ll get really jealous and I’ll marry you firs. Can you imagine that? You at age of 18 and your daddy walking you to the aisle in a wheel chair and I’ll be there waiting for you being as handsome as I am right now.
- Oh harry! – I said in a laugh- you’re certainly crazy.
- But I made you laugh!
- I know thanks…
- Everything is going to be just fine, you’ll see.
TWO MONTHS LATER…
- I’m home… - Harry said
- Just in time to eat!
- Sorry. – he said while approaching my five-months belly- how is you my little Annie?
- So she’s not a princess anymore?
- No! She’s not a princess she’s the QUEEN!
- Sure and what about me?
- A goodness… - Said Niall entering the room.
- I brought him you both need to talk. – Harry said
- Harold I’ve already told you that I did not want to talk to him
- But Princes you are…
- What? Pregnant?
- Oh come on ale! Tell him!
- What harry? What does she has to tell me?
- Ale, tell him the name of your baby?
- Ann… Anastasia.
- Niall does that name sounds familiar to you?
- That is the name we were supposed to give to…
- Do you want me to finish? - said harry sharply
- I hate you Harry- I said.
- Now you two are going to eat and talk…
- I said no before and I’m saying no again!
- Harry you can leave, I’ll take care of this
- Ok bye.
Harry left the apartment and I was petrified on the kitchen looking how Niall was sating at me from the other side of the apartment.
- You need to leave.
- But I won’t
- Please, I don’t want to see you.
- Ok you don’t have to see me- Niall said as he closed the kitchen’s door- just listen.
- In my whole life I’ve made a lot of mistakes but the worst one was hurting you by telling you about Amy, when I told the management that I was going to marry you they went all crazy, how was I supposed to marry another girl that wasn’t Amy the media would’ve made this worst so that’s why everything ended like that. I didn’t want it to be that way, I always wanted you, I needed you all this time. Do you remember all the time we spent on the lake? Our first kiss? BECAUSE I DO!! God ale this is driving me crazy! Don’t you understand that I’m sorry? I can’t live without you! And now that I know that I’m going to be a dad you have to forgive me! Please…
By that time I realized that tears where coming down my face without control, I really wanted to believe him but I couldn’t
- Ale, if you don’t take me back I don’t have a reason to still living.
- What do you mean by that?
I opened the door and I saw him opening the window, he was trying to threw himself to the ground.
- Niall don’t!
- I need you more that you can imagine… since I thought you were dead I couldn’t be myself, those months felt like hell and I know they were for you too, the thing is that every time I closed my eyes I remembered everything we lived together EVERYTHING! My life really sucks without you, but since you don’t want me I won’t insist, not anymore.
- I love you…
- Why would you doubt it! - I said crying nonstop- how could you ever dare to think about it!
- Niall, I’ve never told you that I didn’t love you, but I can’t trust you.
- But if you give the chance… I swear I’m gonna change.
- You can get to see our baby girl whenever you want you’re her dad but I can’t, I just simply can’t
- I can’t stand this anymore ale, I’ve been stuck in this for a long time, I’ve been from here to there looking after you but I can’t do this anymore… I’m not going to insist.
- Welcome to my life!!!
- So is this a good bye?
- No is just a see you later as soon as you get in…
- I don’t want to this is the best choice
- Do you remember what you said the first we had a fight?
- Yes… I remember
*flashback. (Niall’s P.O.V)
I remember the first time we had problems. I got a call from management, I needed to be in Switzerland, and I couldn’t tell ale this so I lied and told her that I was going home, she understand it and I promise her that I’ll be back in a week I didn’t want to be without her more time than necessary.
During that week we talked about the new album and out US tour but I couldn’t think about anything but ale.
One night management gave a party, there was a lot of alcohol, famous people and girls, as a result of all this we got: Harry having the time of his life, I had a beer or two and then left the place, I wasn’t feeling alright. Days after the party some girls that were there spread rumors that they slept with some famous singer called Niall, I didn’t knew about this until Ale called me crying telling me what she heard. I got really mad because of this but I really got her so I took the first plane back home but when I got there no one told me where she was.
- Where is she?
- I can’t tell you, you have hurt her enough! - Her roommate said.
- This is not what you think, I really love her.
- She’s at the park.
I stared running to the park until I found her siting on the bench playing with razor blades.
- Ale don’t!
- Stay away!
- Do you think you can solve this with razor blades? Don’t do stupid things princess you can’t do that what am I supposed to do without you? I can’t stand a day without you so let that razor blades down and live the life with me, every second together you won’t regret this.
She took the razor blades and throw them away, everything came back to normality.
*End of the flashback*
- Know you understand me?
- Yes, - he said closing the window- I understand
I was relieved that he won’t do anything stupid.
- Come here…
He got closer and I hold him tight, he got surprised but then hugged me back.
- We can still be friends.
- Fr… Friends, just that?
Anonymous asked: When are u posting new chap Girl? Xx
I’m gonna uptdate it latter, right now I’m at university and I’m really sorry I didn’t post anything before but I had a lot of exams but finaly I done with that so… maybe I’ll post next chapter in an hour… :) xx
“so i put my hands up they’re playin my song the butterflies fly awey hey”